Sad Girl With A Paper Heart

wow

2007-07-04T20:11:08Z

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore but it's been such a long ass time since i've been on this it took me a while to figure out my user name. lol if anyone reads this well hello!

my b day

2005-10-12T03:22:15Z

well angie couldn't make it so that sucked. but i got a huge surprise DEVO came with jessica and her sis. it was soooo much fun. i got a new tattoo its cool. i spent time with them and also my friends from vegas they got to meet tony. but yea

thanks for the good times

<3 erika

so here's an update

2005-10-04T07:31:04Z

Work- what can i say about work. i hate it

home- actually good. surprising but its good.

friends- I couldn't change them for the worl

*boyfriend- the best i've ever had. hes awesome (name: tony)

school- i hate it.

but yeah my birthday is in like 4 days. I'm so exited. i have a couple of things planned with friends that weekend. but later in the week my boyfriend and i are spending a little "quality" time with eachother. that should be fun. and i'm exited that jessica, and angie are coming. its pretty awesome! well thats it for now. but hopefully ill have some time to update this thing.

<3

erika

i forgot

2005-08-30T03:43:46Z

i'm very happy at the moment. i miss cali a lot. i want to go back. but for now i have someone who makes me not want to leave but. we'll see what happens. hes nice. makes me smile. :D

grlslike2kill @ 2005-08-08T18:08:00

2005-08-09T01:06:49Z

where is everyone?

grlslike2kill @ 2005-07-26T23:55:00

2005-07-27T06:58:58Z

today was a much brighter day.

ADRIAN TIED HIS SHOE TODAY ! ! ! ! !
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!

N U E V O ! ! !

2005-07-24T03:49:09Z

I changed my lj check it out bitches!

hmmmmmm?

2005-07-23T07:27:14Z

life is good life is pretty. i got a car and i am happy. i feel weird cuz im actualy content. weird... okay thats it

school started for me

2005-07-12T18:16:29Z

gah! its friken school. i like it because it keeps me busy and i don't have too much time to spare... but yeah i start at like 5-6 finish at 11:20 pm im going to night classes cuz of my job. which i hate. weLL thats it i guess. Lj its getting boring .

grlslike2kill @ 2005-07-06T23:04:00

2005-07-07T06:05:43Z

purple

grlslike2kill @ 2005-07-06T22:54:00

2005-07-07T05:57:09Z

work work work. i start school on monday im exited i think. well this ali thing im not sure where its going but oh well. so yeah vegas still the same nothing really changed. just same ol crappy town. im gona be a full time student so i wont have time to get distracted with boys lol yeah right. well its kind of late i miss all of you. i want to go home. but yeah i still play pool a lot.! its addicting but yeah good night

grlslike2kill @ 2005-06-25T20:54:00

2005-06-26T03:56:52Z

after months of looking for my camera's charger i found it at susy's house then i take few pics here and there and I want to put them in my computer blah blah blah. and well i dont have the friken cd to install the camera so i go online look for the software and it doesnt work what kind of crap does polaroid make DAMN YOU POLAROID!

........?.......

2005-06-24T05:24:54Z

looking for another job is harder than i thought.

grlslike2kill @ 2005-06-21T17:20:00

2005-06-22T00:24:18Z

work blows im better but still not extremely happy but i can hang in there i learned how to play pool. and at a pool hall i met this guy hes hot and hes smart. we might hang out today. but who knows. for now i just want to be here but not be too noticed.

grlslike2kill @ 2005-06-20T23:51:00

2005-06-21T06:53:03Z

dont fucking smother me let me breathe!

grlslike2kill @ 2005-05-17T23:28:00

2005-05-18T06:36:07Z

its been a while i know but hey im still breathing. surprisingly im still alive. well at least breathing not really alive. but breathing. i hate it here and everyday i wake up its like dying all over again. everyday is a different type of death to me. sometimes i wish i didnt wake up not die. but sleep forever dreaming that im still surrounded by the people i love and the people i cherish. dream about the beach. the sun. the feeling of being alive. i need to be reminded that i exist sometimes. last time i woke up was having breakfast and they called me from work telling me i was an hour late already. who forgets when they work.

IN WAY LIGHTER NEWS !!!!!

I'm going to start studying at IADT (international academy of design and technology) in july im going to be an Interior designer. I got admited yesterday.

in my last visit to california i couldnt see a lot of people because something horrible happened to me a few people know because they were there they dont need to talk about this with anyone because its personal. Im at a point in my life were i cant really trust anyone because of this "even" so im sorry for those who i stood up you didnt want to see me how i was. i'm devastaded.

anyway i dont even know why i write in this thing anymore nobody reads this crap.

peace off

grlslike2kill @ 2005-04-22T14:35:00

2005-04-22T21:37:33Z

when you love someone so much and then they hurt you there are so many things you feel but not slowly its just like a really fast slap in the face

LAS VEGAS SUCKS!

2005-04-12T03:54:28Z

im In vegas now. I miss everyone Im sorry if i havent called im too sad to do it. well im at my cousins house using his computer hopefully ill be gettin gone soon and it will be way easier to update. but so far i took my placement test for college and for my english i got 87/100 so i got ENGLISH 101!!!! my math wasn't as good as i thought but it was cool i got a 44/50... i decided in a career. since i hate school so much im just going to be an interior designer since its only like 2 years of school. and im gona take some art classes so that i have a something to do. im still looking for a job. I MIGHT be in town next week so yeah I hope to see some of you soon. well i hope everyone is doing good. I HATE IT HERE by the way im just going to get my shit together and leave. well I LOVE ALL OF YOU. be good dont do drugs, dont have too much sex its addicting. and well hope to see a lot of you soon my cell # is still 818-644-1969.

peace!

P.S.

PETER,

I miss you so Much. its kinda hard for me to say this but you meant so much to me. you're a great guy and I miss you. give me a call sometime.

Vanessa,

I hope everything is going well with you.

grlslike2kill @ 2005-02-20T11:00:00

2005-02-20T19:02:22Z

March 5th

confused

2005-02-11T07:17:43Z

I dont know if i should be exited... about vegas. sometimes when i talk to my dad i get extremely anxious and i just cant wait to leave... but then i see my friends and i start to get sad... I dont know i have a bunch of mixed emotions.. im such an emotional wreck.

This Is Too Soon !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-03T02:35:56Z

this past week has ben insanely weird and not in a bad way i guess is good changes in my life nny is living with me... and staying with susy as soon as i leave... ok so my dad came over this weekend and it was awesome i got to spend time with him... and he left this morning he called today at 10:41 a.m. he told me that as soon as they give him the house keys that i should give my 2 weeks at work... and well they have until saturday.. and then after i give my 2 weeks i have another week here and then i leave... this sucks i have at least 3 weeks left... maybe a month but thats not enough. if i had a year left it wouldnt be enough... what am i gona do? what the fuck am i gona do in vegas.? i want to go yes. but not this soon. im extremely depressed... i dont want to do anything but sit here... but what can i do? my time here in cali is running out... and all i can do is cry. :(

grlslike2kill @ 2005-01-18T13:05:00

2005-01-18T21:09:49Z

Okay I am Determined to get my tatto in 4 weeks... So What I need from You (the reader) Do You know of any tattoo shops that dont Over charge you for something as simple as a silhouette of an angel?.. not just a silhouette, but a filled in silhouette of an angel.. i've asked in different tattoo shops and they want to charge me $80-$90.. and i say no thank u... but just let me know if u know any place that does a good job or if u have any friends that will do it for cheaper.

grlslike2kill @ 2004-12-31T11:15:00

2004-12-31T19:15:33Z

it turned out pretty good

2004-12-12T20:54:48Z

So Im at work yesterday... it was chill... then mj asked me if i wanted to go to adams thing and i was like i guess whatever.. we went and it was pretty chill... its not my scene but i didn't mind.. leslie was dancing it was fun... i never thought i could hang out with any of my co-workers..

today is my day off and im gona dye my hair im so exited..!..but first i have to clean my room... later on im gona dye my hair then im just gona hang out with jessica for the rest of the day..

</3 erika

today i got paid!

2004-12-11T06:21:51Z

so i go to work i was off at 6 and it was chill i got my check but i couldnt cash it cuz first i came home i forgot what time they closed speedy cash then it was too late i couldnt go to the movies my whole day turn to crap! :(...

- today i found out something that kinda turns my world upside down... oh well... ill be okay... i guess this is it for now..

<3 erika